Lots of things on my mind today, and yesterday, and im sure tomorrow. Not sure of anything i want to say so all you get are pictures….Malmo, Sweden.
So as you know…(yea i write as though someone even knows i exist) my blog is an ongoing tribute to the chaos that is my brain, nothing seems to settle it, its always changing colors, and it has no idea in what direction to go.
I’m sure that you have heard the old saying about “idle hands“, well it seems that its the same for “idle brains”……
A little over 2 years ago I took a new job….one that allowed for large amounts of idle time in distant places. Where I was working at the time was a chaotic place indeed, as on the slowest days i worked 16 hours a day, and most were upwards of 20 hours. I remember my first day at this new job, I looked at my boss and asked sincerely “is this really all you need me to do”.
It took a bit to get used to but after a few months i got into a groove and realized i could now per sue some of the things i had been wanting to do. I enrolled in an online photography course….and had the spare time now to go out and shoot a lot more.
2+ years into it and i’m wondering what to do with myself. I’m bored a lot. i have way too much time to think. i think about things to do, and projects i want to accomplish, places i want to go, adventures i want to have, and then for some reason, when i get home, I DO NOTHING. I am not motivated anymore, I have become stagnant, colorless, and a dreamer not a doer. This bothers me quite a bit.
An email from a new friend last night kinda put a boot in my ass….it was a good critique of my chaotic site, and i’m thankful for the honesty. Back a few posts ago i talked about emotional upgrades….and pretty much skimmed around and avoided myself in that one…well time has come….
Back home in Montana….on a much needed diversion…and as always….on the road again….
Sometimes my life is a blur to even me…..
I was about to come home a few days ago when I received an SMS from a good friend at home “awesome dirtbiking weather were having when will you be home…?”
So of course I got home Wednesday night and then Thursday turned out to be a great big weather change and woke up Friday morning to another SMS, “Well THANKS ALOT for bringing the COLD with ya…..!!!”
Started Thurs. evening and when I woke up Friday we had a nice Icy Snowy coating on everything …..HELLO WINTER…..
Update 11/13/09 1058 MST:
Traveled for a few days to get home. Got a 9 month old baby to shoot this afternoon and a group of 19 kids tomorrow. Haven’t had much time to update the site a but should have lots of time the next week…Look for more good things….
Update 11/8/09 0753 CET
This goes for the not so great Header image slideshow too….working on a way to dynamically update it whenever i want through the use of Slideshow Pro, Just a tester up there now with images that are not formatted correctly, but its coming
the site is undergoing a bit of maintenance. a bit of housecleaning, a few upgrades and general tidying up. please be patient as i work on these things for about the next week. some links have been disabled or removed temporarily and all will be restored. thanks for your understanding.
Jason
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